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Changing is to let go fear

I should stop thinking about going back to Chicago soon. I don’t know why but I still miss it so bad. Well, there are so many other things in my life which are much more important…
My life is changing so fast at the moment. I got back about more than I month back to Germany. Then I celebrated Christmas and New Year’s eve with family and friends. Now I have been working for about two weeks in a men’s fashion store and suddenly I got a letter from Stuttgart. I got accepted into a unversity in Stuttgart. I’m still awaiting for another reply since Stuttgart was my second choice. I can’t believe I have to move out very soon, live on my own in a huge city, not knowing anybody there and be a student again. Plus the city Stuttgart is very far far away from my home. This makes my decision even harder. After more than a half year off of high school I feel like the most lazy person in the world. 
In the pictures you can see Michigan Avenue (also Magnificent Mile) in Chicago, IL.